anum_22

My Summer So Far

Wed, 10 Jun 2009 15:34:42 GMT

-Didn't get to go anywhere I wanted to
-Forced to go to a stupid party
-Saw my old bff at the party
-Miss him so so much(bf)
-Realized how much i miss my bff
-Every plan I made has been shot down
-Friends can't come over cuz they're parents
-Brother got into medical school (finally)
-Still need to pay for driver's ed
-Have no idea if i'm gonna know anyone in the second session =[
-Keeps having doubts
-Feel so guilty and i have no idea why >.<
-No hangin with my bestie before he leaves =[
- Seeing him friday so i guess thats better than nothing lol

My dedication to BRYCE!!!

Mon, 04 May 2009 17:26:11 GMT

I love you so fucking much my P.I.M.P.!!!!!!! You are what makes my life even CRAZIER. You leaving will make my life dull well not really, but I will not be as happy as I am now. I will not be having as much fun and who the hell is gonna help me attack Jack AND Kevin.

Be good for me and for all the friends you don't wanna leave. If you leave me I swear I will cry, and be totally depressed, and not even Jack will be able to cheer me up!!!

Ugh Uhh Ughhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! Bitches!!!!

FUCK A DUCK!!!!!

Blah Blah Blah BLAHHHHH!!!!!!

Do you want a wimpy wimpy wimy?!?!?! Or a Hefty Hefty Hefty?!?!?!

Would you like a small pleasure now?? Or a large pleasure later???

~~~By Bryce and Anum~~~
<333

Ahaha today

Mon, 04 May 2009 17:16:35 GMT

Wow today everyone and I mean everyone saw me get attacked during 1st lunch by Jack. He threw me in the grass and started tickling me to get his ID back lol. My brothers friends saw me lol. Bryce is pissed well not so much now I'm sitting right next to her she's in my class xDD lol but all in all today was a pretty good day i just really need to get my stupid Algebra grade up Walker is being so stupid she's giving me an F for stuff I was not here to do. I gave er an admit too but no she doesn't wanna excuse it I so don't need an F on my progress report.

BRYCIEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!!!!

DON'T LEAVE ME MY PIMP!!!! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU!!!! OMFG I'M DYING SLOWLY!!!!

IF YOU LEAVE ME I'LL GO INTO MAJOR FUCKING DEPRESSION AND CUT AND BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!!!

ughhhh

Tue, 28 Apr 2009 18:27:42 GMT

OMG! I miss my baby so much today and yesterday I don't know it just felt so goot to be with him. He calmed me down and took care of me. He's amazing I swear its wayy too good to be true. Lol it was so funny almost every time we kissed someone ended up looking right then and went ahhhh or uhh! lol and we kissed alot lol but it was what ever they're used to it not. =DD

Classes are good I'm scared about math. I'm pretty sure thats the only class I have to worry about everything else seems to be going good. So hopefully I can get my grades up really really up by progress reports I feel like crap I can't believe walker wouldn't accept the bonus coupon that's all I needed and I would have been good....

Now to go home I PRAY PRAYYY that nothing happens no fighting, nothing. Everybody please pray for me that I when I go home and go straight to doing work I won't be bothered about yesterday or anything that when they see me working they will leave it at that. I need all the prayers I can get...

UnFUCKINGbelievable!!

Sun, 12 Apr 2009 00:33:53 GMT

I can't believe this i get heated for a second now he's not talking to me even worse his dumb ass is drinking!!!! He's drunk right now!!! And all supposedly becuase he wanted me to be happy. I would have been perfectly fine with doing nothing for my birthday just hanging with friends during school. But no he wants me to do the stupid party I agree but still mad. WTF DO YOU WANT FROM ME??!?!!?!?!? How dare you say you're drinking your problems away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT SHOULDN'T BE A FUCKING PROBLEM AND EVEN IF IT IS YOU SHOULDN'T GO DRINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T YOU DARE USE ME AS AN EXCUSE TO DRINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damnit!!!! If i did go see you today I would have slapped you and walked away let you just stand there. I'm sick of this, there's always something wrong with this. ALWAYS!!!!!!! ='(

sigh

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 17:44:00 GMT

Damn. I don't hate this class I just don't like it that much. I get what to do just not how to write it but what ever.
I just wish it was Thursday already. I wanna go to the fair, I wanna have fun nd just spend the whole day chilling nd not caring about anything. Hopefully I don't get into a fight with anyone in my family so things don't get messed up. This whole week is suppossed to be chill and all laid back. I mean its the week before spring break I would love to just be at peace this week. In school and out.

Best Lunch ever!

Mon, 09 Mar 2009 17:31:16 GMT

Lol I just had the best lunch. Today is an even day so I have both lunches becuase I'm Gils' student aid. So yea...I had a realll good time. ;) Lol nooo questions. It was nice I was playing Tap Tap Revolution 2 on Francos' touch I loved it!!!! Then I went outside had a fun time out there. Then he got out of his class to spend 2nd lunch with me too. Now that was a good time....hehe

Well yea today was good I was tired as hell second nd fourth. I'm in eight period right now and Elivabeth, and I are waiting for Stephanie to hurry her slow ass up and finish the portfolio. Damn this girl is fucking saying every single word she's gonna type nd she can't even spell! Lol love ya! But thank GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she's NOT talking with her english accent I think I would strangle her if she did. xDDD

Tomorrow is FCAT so I may not be able to see him =(...Thursday he has to take science haha and I'm just gonna go to Franco's house with some other people and chill and watch some movies. So i basically won't see him for the reast of the week which really sucks.

Sofia's party is coming up, and I'm hoping my parents let me go because I really want to go. At least if they don't let me go to her party I hope that they let me go to FSPA. I worked hard I wanna go. I'm doing much better in school I was slipping a little before but now I'm doing much better. I got a B on Mccranies' test today wihich is really good because I didn't think I would be able to remember the elements, but somehow I did so I'm glad. I aced Sape's test for part B of the cat it was kinda easy so thats real good too. I'm doing much better in all my classes.

Response to Franks' Estrogen Poising psot and all

Sat, 07 Mar 2009 22:55:04 GMT

I know I am very late to all this but I have not been on LJ in a while. I'm just gonna say that I have never yelled at you or anything so I should not have any part in this. I never pissed you off and as far as being ruled by women thats stupid. Yes there are more women in the club then men but Franco is on board as well so it is not just Steph, Bekka, Elizabeth, and I. And I understand that you are also in Drama, but you shouldn't be concerned about WNMB then because you haven't been to any meetings in a long time. I'm not saying this to tell you off or anything I'm calmly stating that there was no reason for you to say that. If I have done anything like yell at you or anything like that I honestly do not recall and I apologize. To make sure this is not talked about again the only reason we are upset about what you said Frank is that yes you do the weekly series, and are in drama, and all this other stuff, but the thing is anything goes wrong we get yelled at for it. That is why I don't direct anymore I explained that to you. Miller does not say anything to Josh, Max, or you. You guys are the only ones she does not yell at,but she doesn't like that you guys are not in the club. When we told her what you wrote she said not to do anything. That irritated us more because every time something happens she lets you guys off the hook. As far as what ever you and Elizabeth have going on that is you two. Do not bring my name or Stephanie or Bekkas' name into it. I have no problems with you. And if you have something to say to me or anyone else I'd rather you please come confront us on it face to face instead of writing it all on LJ. If you want I will gladly tell you this to your face I'm just saying this all hear because I don't want anyone to think that I'm going to yell at you or anything.

well lets see

Thu, 05 Mar 2009 18:44:27 GMT

I'm super happy now a days lol
My life is going pretty good and now even though something goes wrong
My mind wraps around the memory of him nd I just get happy.
I don't know I never really felt anything like this.
When I was in 7th period yesterday I don't know its like it took a while for what happened in lunch to process...
I felt something it was weird...but good in a way
I can't explain it...

A Fucking Joke...

Tue, 30 Dec 2008 21:14:55 GMT

My life is seriously a fucking joke to my parents to my whole family. If I say something bad they think I should feel sorry and guilty about it becuz it hurt them, and i used to...but not anymore fuck that. They call me stupid, and bad daughter, a disgrace, ugly, fat, ETC!!! They don't feel the least bit sad. I do something it goes unnoticed and if it does get noticed it gets noticed like its a fucking miracle that i did something. My mom laughs at me my brothers call me a cow they don't say shit. I call my brother a little shit and they go on and on about how I have to respect them cuz they're my elders. Screw elders I thought even when I was older I would take care of my parents or help my brothers if they needed it. Fuck that now I'll laugh in my brothers face and as for my parents I'll send them money and shit but once I'm done with high school I don't plan on them being apart of my life at all ever again. I take too much abuse and redicule from theses people. A god damn dog is treated more like a part of the family than I am. People love their dogs play with them me nothing I get pushed around and beat up and I'm sick of it. I can't even cry anymore cuz of these bastards they made me so fucking cold hearted.....

la-de-da-de-da

Tue, 16 Dec 2008 18:33:24 GMT

I'm truly bored! lol Today was a crappy day my mood was just fucked up from the beginning of the day, but it did get better when i heard sape was not here today...but then i saw that loser. I don't know why but just the sight, or mention of him irritates me. Then I saw that fne ass lol yea yea ok so there he was but then he was with his friend. There is like no chance for me to even try to talk to him. I would go up to him, but he's almost with his creppy friend. I really don't wanna be near him when his friend is there. But w.e I just want it to be winter break already so I can get my rest...Thankfully this Sunday I'll be home alone almost all day. It's like peace at last I'll probably go to my cousins since ther won't be school for a while, but either way I am gonna just try to forget about these guys for a while. I just wanna get away from my problems during the break I need to get a clean slate. Nothing to worry about, No guy issues, No ex issues, No school problems, NOTHING!!!

Guys...

Thu, 11 Dec 2008 22:10:12 GMT

Guys honestly suck. There are very very few good ones, the rest just love to toy around with you. Well that's it I'm done with guys until I'm sure that this one is worth it that he's not an ass that just wants something from you. That he's actually a decent guy...until then I'm just gonna have some fun

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELIZABETH!!!

Tue, 25 Nov 2008 18:23:19 GMT

Well, since you left early and I didn't get to see you today I just wanted to say happy brithday. I can't believe I missed seeing your boyfriend, but hopefully I'll get another chance. Anywayz I hope that you get everything you want, and that you have a great birthday. Go CRAZY!!!! Just not Too crazy lol you don't wanna get in trouble, but maybe that'll make it memorable so yea GO COMPLETLY CRAZY!!! Make it last and have a great time.

Love You BABY!!! <33

Stuck, and Lost Forever...

Thu, 20 Nov 2008 20:16:53 GMT

You know its really not fair for him to do this to me, for him to say all those things to me to my best friend, and then ugh!!! I wish he would just tell me the truth no matter what the outcome is I just want it to be out in the open so we can get past it. With this and everything else on my plate its just like there's no meaning to anything anymore. It's all so pointless. You know how you have that one person where no matter what can always make you happy, crack a smile, or even let out a little tiny laugh, but either way you just felt a little better. Well now because of Loser when I talked to mines I just felt even worse, I felt like dying. I felt like crawling under a rock or something I just wanted not to hurt him not to let him know that I was sad and for once he couldn't do anything about it. I knew he knew and i knew he didn't want to ask and I didn't want him to ask it would just make him want to come and hurt loser for making get so depressed. He knew that this time it was bad, that I was like this once before and he was the thing that got me out of the big black hole I was in...but now he doesn't know what to do. He tries, but failed and now there's no hope. I will be stuck in this whole forever and its all Losers' fault. I wish he knew what he did to me, what he's done to me, and what he's doing to me now. He thinks I don't care but obviously I do he just is too stupid to care. Actually he's too distracted, too much into what's he's been doing to figure out that it's not only hurting him but hurting the people that care, and love him....

Actually A Good Day

Thu, 13 Nov 2008 19:02:17 GMT

Wednesday was actually a really good day for some reason. I think it was cause of the fire...yay! xD lol

And yes there was a real fire they just told the people in the new building it was a false alarm because for them it was. Anywayz in 5th we were going crazy trying to finish Ms. Davis' test. But thankx to the fire alarm we had tons of fun just chilling outside. Then after school I was just chill I didnt really care, and then I went to the WNMB meeting and it was really short for some reason, so Bekka and I got out before her mom came so we ended up walking. The walk was long and hot as hell but it was actually kinda fun, and I got to pass by the beloved Carmen...lol

Movies...

Mon, 10 Nov 2008 18:30:24 GMT

Wow I've been going to the movies for the past few weeks for some reason, and its been so random and crazy I loved it! Lol...Just a heads up if you're thinking about going to watch the new movie Soul Men STOP THINKING AND GO WATCH IT!!! I did and its hilarious!!!!

Welll, to ALL MOVIE LOVERS!!!!

Attention!!!!! Attention!!!!

Coob theaters at Mainstreet in Miami Lakes is giving out free movie tickets!!!

Saturday Nov. 15, 2008

ONLY DURING THE FIRST SHOWING!!
If you bring two canned food items you will get a free movie ticket.... but remember ONLY DURING THE FIRST SHOWING AND ONLY IF YOU BRING TWO CANNED FOOD ITEMS!!!
Oh!!! And the 007 movieis not apart of this deal...sorry

Ok so anywayz.... lol
Who's going to go watch Twilight?
I hear that the director is the same director of Eragon so its gonna suck, but imma go watch it anywayz.